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Fire Inside Me

By: Marcus J. King

A voice, a tone, a feeling

Deep inside, growing bigger and brighter.

Shining against the dark area in my soul.

Telling everyone that I haven’t left

I am here!

Growing into brightness and you will see my light.

Through the darkness, I live to see another day.

You will see me over and over again,

because you will not take my ‘light’.

I shine bright against you

through many trails and obstacles,

Remaining strong in my endeavor to be amazing.

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Pathways 12-Book in Progress: Changes in his Veins

 

Hard work, definitely pays off.

I am pleased to announce that my first and upcoming book, Changes in his Veins by M. J. King,  is going to be released later this year(TBD).  It is a fantasy drama filled with lots of action, laughs, and plenty of drama throughout.

I am sure everyone of you who like fantasy drama books, will thoroughly enjoy my craftsmanship. Tell a friend please!

I also have 4 other books underway for the coming years. I am so excited to share my thoughts with all of you.

Hope to talk to you all soon.  Love you all!

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Chapter Love

By: Marcus J. King

Peace within the heart,

as love seals its kiss.

Love at first site,

with puppy love,

 trailing behind.

As two beings take a journey to marriage,

the many chapters that lay before thee,

are immersed in emotions and awaken

the inner spirit again.

To be honored,

in a way that only they know how.

No boundary can break

the spirit of true love.

 

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G.Y.M. Week 4 -Being Bullied is Tough

“FAGGOT!”

The one word I believe every young gay man has experienced growing up. It is also the one word that is affects a large amount of gay men till this day. It is familiar with the same: if a white man calls a black person a “nigger”; It is also a word with little people hating the word “midget”.

“IT’S NOT FAIR!”

What about these?

  • “FAG”
  • “you gay”
  • “fruity ass”
  • “hey! he has a girl voice”
  • “gay ass nigga”
  • “queer”
  • “punk”
  • “sissy”
  • “aids case”
  • “You walk like a girl”
  • “You act like a girl”
  • “God will kill you”

Sounds familiar?

Trust me, I feel your pain. I have cried many times over and over. Not knowing who to turn to for advice or who would look out for you because let’s face it, school days are hard. These words hurt to the core and it saddens me that people like yourself are still being bullied by either girls or guys because you are a little different then them. They are just self-centered  and focused on being popular.

You are MORE than the word “faggot”. You have to learn to stand up for yourself at any cost. When you learn this, it will become so much easier to be yourself in light of adversity from your peers; in school and out of school.

I know it is hard. Just know, it is the universe’s way of strengthen you for a later battle. Maybe you are not a fighter, but eventually you will get tired of the name calling.

STAND UP against those dudes/girls and you will feel better, I promise you.

Don’t be afraid to reach out and talk to somebody. Email me and we can discuss whatever is bothering you.

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2 Years, Too Long

By: Marcus King aka Kalel

As I sit here, knowing that you used me as a filter, for your life decisions, I am happy that I am going to go do what I need to do for me.

This place that I called “Home” never felt like home. It felt like a place for you to do your dirty work.

It felt like a place I didn’t want to come home too.

Walking on eggshells every day, waiting for you to snap

….in light of  your PTSD and Bipolar behaviors.

That’s some scary stuff when you really think about it and you expected me to deal with it?

You wanted to claim everything that I purchased; showing off to your friends on Snapchat, Instagram, Twitter, and Facebook…..but can’t claim me.

“A good job, well done” but you didn’t pay for anything.

A poser at best, I believe that’s what you said on Twitter.

A poser is a person who ACTS in an affected manner in order to impress others. To me, also known as a fake individual.

Oh but it makes sense why you would use the word, poser, because while you are living your life through me, you are posing as something that you are not.

Be the real you! You are not a model Mr. Ziggy Rodgers….. You are Shelton Zanders with medical conditions and you need medicine and counseling.

Modeling requires much more work and effort , which didn’t show at all. Haha, you called playing the video game work. Funny.

The video game, alcohol, smokes, and beer is only there to calm down the voices in your head.

Where is your meds for these conditions you are having? Oh, that’ right. You feel you don’t need them.

Let me tell you, after taking many psychology classes, you are borderline Cognitive Schizophrenia.

What else can I say, the relationship was very hard to be in. I am glad that you are gone and I don’t have to deal with your insane behaviors anymore.

The lashing out (yes domestic abuse), slamming doors, hanging the phone up in my ear, breaking doors, punching holes in the walls, cursing everyone out if it is not how you see it or envision it, The love letters from guys, the used condoms found under the bed, the cheating and lying, the don’t want me to come home while your people here, the taking phone calls in the bathroom and whispering, or taking them in the car so he won’t know that I am around.

I wonder if “they” ever knew about me. Hmmm oh well, everything in your darkness will come to light.

But you never understood why I was so angry all the time. The hurt I felt day to day. Now you know….

Pathways Part 1

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At times, I feel like the world is against me as I am on this plane or rather path to happiness, that it seems to have lots of road blocks, delays, negative people, and people that don’t care about you anymore (separate post). As I travel down my path, I think about all it took to get here. The stories and lies I have told to be in the position that I am in.

“Was It all worth it?”…

…Is the question that ponders me every waking day. I find myself sometimes lost on this path, doubting some things, only to get, small reminders of why I did what I did. FOR ME and MY FUTURE! I wanted more out of life than what I was use too. I would love to disappear to another country and not have to worry about bills, bills, bills, credit, credit, credit, failure, failure, failure. I don’t want to be that person anymore. He was left in VA on that sunny moving day to Charlotte , NC. He grew up to be better than himself.

Sometimes, in my reminiscent moments, I miss the friends, I had back home. Note the emphasis on had. At times, with matters to my ex-best friend, I feel like we could have talked about this. Granted, I did warn everyone that I was moving with no expectations and I wasn’t playing. A lot of people doubted what I was going to do. (Hence, the reason for the path leading me here). Yes, I miss him and the times we shared but the negative side reminds me of a person that never uplifted my soul, unless it was going to the club, shopping, or going out of town. If I was to talk about my own personal issues, it would be a negative conversation. In order for me to continue the path that I want to be on, I need positive energy around me.

I feel bad sometimes about how I ended terms of friendship with some people back in VA. It’s not right but when you do reach out to people to TALK about the problems and what went wrong they shield and don’t want to have that hard conversation. Is that worth it? By this point, probably not. Moving on is best….