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Time and time again, both hetrosexual and homosexual: when you really love someone you feel it.
Not the feeling that you have for them but you can feel and SEE how they treat you.
Enough said!
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Tossing in turning in mind…
Mind-blowing information from different angles.
It feels like you are hiding some important news.
Flirting with other dudes? Really….?
While “household” sits and waits for your dramatic return
As you sit there, and act like he doesn’t know,
the constant pain you are putting him through.
Love, affection, adoration, sincerity, trust, and support was always the requirement along with dropping those hoes at the doe!
What if he went and flirted with other dudes, as you have done to him?
Wouldn’t feel right, now would it? It would feel like “love” is doing something completely dirty and down right filthy?
As if “love” doesn’t love you with all his heart.
Love is at home…not with some random dude whom you “like”.
How would you feel if another dude on the internet flirted with him, publicly?
Wouldn’t feel right, now would it?
But he should keep his scorecard clean, as if yours isn’t full…
I feel hurt because this situation was not supposed to go in the manner in which it is going. I have to remain strong in my endeavors to be a better person. I do have a mild temper and yet when I am quiet and want to be alone. I am told that I am being anti-social. My life does not revolve around getting drunk everyday! My life is about being the greatest writer I can be regardless. Until I get to that point, a lot is on my brain. Now that I can’t do what I need to do in the house where I reside, I must come out in public and show my emotions in front of people who don’t know me. I want more out of life and if it means that I have to do it all by myself, then so let it be. I will not fall victim to the trails in which it is necessary for you to do what you want to do and I can’t do what I want to do. No it doesn’t work that way. Sometimes I feel like I am going through a constant spiral of emotions that I can’t seem to shake off. Like a tornado that won’t stop hurting me to the core.
I might be ranting but who do I have to turn too. Not my mate, not my friends, not my so called friends, and definitely not my acquaintances. I few days ago I thought and thought about my life and where it is headed and I strongly hope it is headed in the right direction because at this current time, it is not going as planned. That damn tornado has trapped again in a situation that I am having a hard time getting myself out of. UGH! I hate this so much!
Just watch, wait, and see what happens…. Each episode will follow what happens next…….(you’ll just have to see) Videos are every MONDAY!
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(See what happens at the end and can’t wait for the next video.)
Sooo here is part 2 of esp 9. Hope you enjoy. Watch and see what happens in next weeks video. Stay tuned….
