Tag Archives: my

Seen or Unseen

By Marcus. J King

Far…yet so close.

Out of all of the people you encounter,

Am I the one being that seizes your day?

Seeing and believing sets the stage,

As we go down a road of endless emotions.

Maybe they have an ending or maybe,

Just maybe, they have a beginning

Like a new book or chapter.

Who am I fooling?

I know the feeling feels good,

Seen or unseen, it can’t be denied.

Even by the toughest or brightest shell,

In the moonlight sky.

SHARE/COMMENT/LIKE FAN PAGE

TAG A FRIEND/TAG A READER/TAG A WRITER

LETS COLLABORATE AND CHAT!

Peace and Blessings be upon you.

Fan Page: M.J.King

Instagram: authormarcusjking

Twitter: infamous_kalel

Youtube: MJK0386

Tumblr: infamouskalel, infamouskalel2

 

Chapter Love

By: Marcus J. King

Peace within the heart,

as love seals its kiss.

Love at first site,

with puppy love,

 trailing behind.

As two beings take a journey to marriage,

the many chapters that lay before thee,

are immersed in emotions and awaken

the inner spirit again.

To be honored,

in a way that only they know how.

No boundary can break

the spirit of true love.

 

SHARE/COMMENT/LIKE FAN PAGE

TAG A FRIEND/TAG A READER/TAG A WRITER

LETS COLLABORATE AND CHAT!

Peace and Blessings be upon you.

Fan Page: M.J.King

Instagram: authormarcusjking

Twitter: infamous_kalel

Youtube: MJK0386

Tumblr: infamouskalel, infamouskalel2

 

Being of Something

Image result for diamond sculptures

By: Marcus J. King

My worth is above my own well being.

IF my well being is unimportant,

how can I exist in a world

full of hate and turmoil.

I am worth more then the next,

but as equal as the person next to me.

Everyone has a worth

everyone has a mission to attend to.

Do you know your worth?

SHARE/COMMENT/LIKE FAN PAGE

TAG A FRIEND/TAG A READER/TAG A WRITER

LETS COLLABORATE AND CHAT!

Peace and Blessings be upon you.

Fan Page: M.J.King

Instagram: authormarcusjking

Twitter: infamous_kalel

Youtube: MJK0386

Tumblr: infamouskalel, infamouskalel2

Dream 1-7-2016

I want to do something new this year. Telling of dreams, I feel can help other see something I don’t see or something that may help you in your daily life.

My dreams have always had some significant meaning over my life. I feel my dreams are always trying to tell me something that I can’t comprehend in my waking life. Here goes nothing….

Dream 1-7-2016

I am with my boyfriend, Z. We are walking down the street when a guy walks up to us and says,”Do you wish?” I said “All the time”. He looks both ways as if he is running from something. Z talks to him while he tells me to go through his bag. In his bag is $100 and lottery tickets (in a plastic holder, like the kind that hold baseball cards). I don’t remember what the lottery tickets said or the numbers. So Z stops talking to him and he disappears. We leave the bag near the bus station where we found it and walked off. All of a sudden, this big guy, same size as “Debo in Friday the movie” but taller then 6’3″ and dark skin.

Has a deep voice and says: “Hey, come here!” We run for our life. Around the city, through alley ways, through peoples houses, through woods, upstairs, downstairs, etc. As all of this is happening, he kills everyone in his path that tries to confront him. I was nervous for my life the whole time. Eventually, (because dreams are pretty vague), he corners us somehow in this run down apartment, solitude place. Long hallways and short hallways. Some rooms open with damaged people. Every other door is locked with a red lock on it. We try to open them all. I can hear him coming, we hide of course but the people  that are in this place are being killed by him as I do here streaming. (there was a woman who tried to help us but she end up dying)

We try to exit the room we are in, and Z pulls me back, slowly, as if he knows he is right there. At that moment I can hear his breathing. We turn around and hide in a dark corner. He steps in the room and we glide out and I run towards the window the ghostly lady points too. I jump through the window and I am outside on a bright day waiting for Z to come out. He doesn’t. Kids are walking around going to catch the school bus.

I wake up in a daze.

What you think this means?

Pathways Part 1

right-and-wrong-422

At times, I feel like the world is against me as I am on this plane or rather path to happiness, that it seems to have lots of road blocks, delays, negative people, and people that don’t care about you anymore (separate post). As I travel down my path, I think about all it took to get here. The stories and lies I have told to be in the position that I am in.

“Was It all worth it?”…

…Is the question that ponders me every waking day. I find myself sometimes lost on this path, doubting some things, only to get, small reminders of why I did what I did. FOR ME and MY FUTURE! I wanted more out of life than what I was use too. I would love to disappear to another country and not have to worry about bills, bills, bills, credit, credit, credit, failure, failure, failure. I don’t want to be that person anymore. He was left in VA on that sunny moving day to Charlotte , NC. He grew up to be better than himself.

Sometimes, in my reminiscent moments, I miss the friends, I had back home. Note the emphasis on had. At times, with matters to my ex-best friend, I feel like we could have talked about this. Granted, I did warn everyone that I was moving with no expectations and I wasn’t playing. A lot of people doubted what I was going to do. (Hence, the reason for the path leading me here). Yes, I miss him and the times we shared but the negative side reminds me of a person that never uplifted my soul, unless it was going to the club, shopping, or going out of town. If I was to talk about my own personal issues, it would be a negative conversation. In order for me to continue the path that I want to be on, I need positive energy around me.

I feel bad sometimes about how I ended terms of friendship with some people back in VA. It’s not right but when you do reach out to people to TALK about the problems and what went wrong they shield and don’t want to have that hard conversation. Is that worth it? By this point, probably not. Moving on is best….

Future Happiness

Happiness. Something I yearn for everyday. I find happiness in the money that I have, the food on the table, friends to hang out with, friends that I can go to for advice, although I may not heed it the way they want me too. Also in family that I adore with my life. I love these people and things so much that I must express how much money is involved within all of this. Money actually makes me happy. The sad part is when it all disappears and you end up back broke because you paid every bill you could.

If I had enough money, I would always do things for my friends (without feeling used), I would definitely do many things with family like pay for trips for all of us to go on and experience life in a NEW way. Everything requires money expect for love. I need “money happiness” or money satisfaction.

I ask GOD everyday to place me in a financially stable position to be known for something great and make a name for myself in this world because you only live once.

To be Cont…..

Vivian Green is Under My skin

You every felt like your lover was getting on your nerves in a  way you couldn’t explain. My Vivian can. She express this to me.

“Under My Skin”

Vivian Green
I’m happy, so ready, for the next phase in my life
These days are fulfilling
And I have peace of mind
But everytime I get too high
You do you best to knock me down
But I am not who I was back then
Your trying to hurt me, your really trying
I feel like you owe me
No fighting, fussing, caring to start an argument
Why cant I have my peace?
I understand why they say misery love company
But what you failed to see I hold the power I am in control
And all things must come to an end
Your trying to hurt me, your really trying
Your trying, but it’s all right
There is no way I’m let you take what I have found within
Your trying so hard to get under my skin
This is a battle that you won’t win
Your trying, but it’s all right
There is no way I’ll ever be unhappy again
Your trying so hard to get under my skin
Your trying, but it’s all right
Your watch it, wait for your 15 minutes of my day
It make you feel good if you think that you’ve got into me
Funny cause I don’t wish nothing bad on you
Constant drama all you want to put me through
I’ve made my decision and I’m firm on it
So I don’t know why your even trying
Your trying, but it’s all right
There is no way I’m let you take what I have found within
Your trying so hard to get under my skin
This is a battle that you won’t win
Your trying, but it’s all right
There is no way I’ll ever be unhappy again
Your trying so hard to get under my skin
Your trying, but it’s all right
I’m feelin faith
And no you can’t take that from me
Your driving all your energies into yourself
Turn it into positivity
I’m feelin faith
And no you can’t take that from me
Your driving all your energies into yourself
Turn it into positivity
Your trying, but it’s all right
There is no way I’m let you take what I have found within
Your trying so hard to get under my skin
This is a battle that you won’t win
Your trying, but it’s all right
There is no way I’ll ever be unhappy again
Your trying so hard to get under my skin
Your trying, but it’s all right

–Mj–These are some of the feelings I felt my lover at the time(Aug.-Dec. 08) was giving me because he was not showing all that he could do for me in the relationship and he never came to me about any issue so he decided to cheat on me and get “under my skin” at the same time(in many ways) and use me BUT faith pulled me through and true as always and I am so thankful NOW that I and WE can move on.