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A Mother’s Gift

By: Marcus J. King

My mom is my world.

Pieces of it I must say.

She is the woman who birth me,

Took care of me,

Trained me  to do whats right vs wrong,

A shoulder to cry on,

when times were hard growing up till today.

Mentored me to be a better person.

Understood that I had to grow to be amazing.

Told me, “Now Marcus, think about what you are doing before you do it. Never make rast decisions.”

The support I receive is beyond what most can give me except for God.

She is everything to my success because SHE helped with my foundation.

Thank you Mom!

Forever Love!

Signed: Marcus J King

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G.Y.M. Week 7: Coming Out Part 2

 


Lol  You could do that but it could have an adverse effect. lol

Welcome to another week of G.Y.M.!

This week we have the infamous coming out. If you ready,  then congratulations on living your life the way you see fit and not giving a rats booty about who you want to sleep with because what you do in the comfort of your bed is your business.

Some parents are not “accepting” of there son being gay.  Some other family members aren’t either. It’s okay. They don’t get YOU!

The easiest way to come out is to find the person, that kind of knows you are or they are suspicious that you are gay.

Again, you could do what is in the picture above but the effect of that is your parents later wanting you to go back to sleeping with girls.  It isn’t their business!

The meaning of coming out is to be free of “chains”. Being grounded for so long and now you can finally fly. GET YO LIFE!

TRUST ME IT HELPS TO REACH OUT.  ALWAYS HERE!

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G.Y.M. Week 5-DL vs Gay: Coming Out Part 1

 

At this point, you have learned quite a bit about the being gay. Congrats on reaching this point.

Ultimately, this is your life decision to make. You have two options:

You can either come out and live life (because nobody cares). 

OR

You can be “gay” behind closed doors i.e. DL (down low). I can’t tell you what to do in this decision because there are so many people in the world with so many different situations that it is hard to nail it down. 

The problem with DL men is that they can’t see themselves being labeled as “gay”. The picture is of a man who love a man but living a double life.  Even with hetrosexuals, there are men who love woman and pussy, but also love men on the side. (It is very real!)

I personally think being DL is a drama filled situation that is about to explode in their face. Who gets hurt in the end? Both parties. The unfulfillment of not having someone and not feeling happy with yourself. It is painful and I know the men out there are struggling with this battle everyday.

Some people have to be gay behind closed doors because of their career: Singers, actors, officers, government, etc; the list goes on and on. This is a stigma that a “gay” can’t be above adversity. Contrary to popular demand, people have sex with whoever they want to and you my friend will never know.

Also, their are gay men living their life away from their “aggressive families”. These are the ones that are DL with family only because if the family knew he was gay, they would disown him or kill him.

We will touch on that in Part 2. For now, ponder on the route YOU want to take to happiness.

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Lies Require Commitment

Lies. Why is this word so powerful? This one word leads to so much distrust and hurt in many lives of people. The lies a person can tell can go so far it leads to heartache and pain and sometimes death. I feel like when you tell the lie you are keeping the commitment to keeping that lie safe in order for the other half not to know the dark little secret you are holding on too. Telling the truth, instead of leading a person on, is about the best option a person can make. It would be a mistake not to tell them because too much time and effort has elapsed and so what good comes out of wasting someones time and energy when all you have to do is tell the truth.

Secrets. I understand keeping small secrets(like gift giving) but secrets do lead to lies. Secret and lies share about the best relationship in the world. They never hurt each other. They actually understand each other enough that even if secret kept a its secret the lie would know what secret is keeping from him. LOL They are actually the best pairing known to man. Ponder on that!

How do you trust when you have been lied too? Oh lets see, you move on from the situation because its not going to get better, it going to get worse. To me, why hang around? Why even be present in a persons life if you know you haven’t been doing right by yours?

Karma. The end result that breaks up lies and secrets. I love karma. She is a bitch but I love her because she knows who is at right and who is at fault. She will make sure the one at fault will get their day and there won’t be nothing you can do to stop her on her raging path. She is the ultimate in all situations. She is God whether you like it or not. Karma can hurt you so bad, it will make you go in a corner and sit there like… damn!

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M. J. King

 

Pathways 3

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(True story)

I was in a dark void yesterday. Life, sort of, semi ended as I cried my soul out for help as the voices called me to do some terrible things.
My mind was on a different atmosphere. Granted for 2 days, I had been losing my mind . . . losing sight of what was real and what was not. The pressure that I am under scares me. It pains me. It hurts me. So yesterday, I had nothing left. No strength. No one to turn too in my sorrow as I felt something was there with me. Nothing physical but definitely something spiritual and it was not the best spirit to be around.

I had met another evil spirit in my time of pain but this one didn’t push me as bad as the other one did. It wasn’t nice to be around it, in the dark room where I lay my head. As I begun to let my frustration out in tears and the tears kept flowing and I couldn’t stop.

Here comes this “thing” trying to take my pain away by making me go away for good. I paused in my tears and allow my hyperventilating nature to subside and then a vision of my death is shown to me. All I could see, was my family in a nonstop cry for months and the worst was my mom and grandma.

I too cried and screamed, “No, I can’t do it”. The voices tell me “yes” in the sweetest tone. I continue shouting no and tears continue to fall. My face became numb. My heart heavy. My soul being pulled. The feeling of this mental breakdown was like no other. It hurt…..all over.

The worse thing I can say is that being suicidal is a battle of the mind and I lost all train of thought and feeling. I felt like nothing was important and no one thought I was important enough for them. So what the hell, take my life and allow the pain to go away.

At that moment, whispers from God, and I will assume it was my deceased grandfather and father who told me I still have a place in this world. Its like they shielded me in my time of need. Oh how I wish I could have a conversation with them again.
Today I am feeling the remnants of yesterday but not as bad. Hopefully this touches your soul. Go and you be a friend to a friend, be there for those you love, you never know if u will hear from them again. As no one would have heard from me.